warning: photos are graphic and disgusting I have been wanting to write here since Sept. but it seemed to hurt worse the more I wrote. Here it is January and it hurts really bad. The solid matter is pummeling my cervix. I tell anyone who will listen. I'm just going to keep the window open and write. Yesterday I told someone I wanted to stab my own leg just to have a different sort of pain I could actually see and touch and do something about. Not this gnawing pain inside against my cervix. I can't see it, touch it, warm it but I sure as hell can still feel it. I am so fkd up that I just got up and pawned my treadmill for $35 because I hate it and it is too small to actually run on without falling off of it. Good riddance. More room for the yoga ball! Now I gotta vacuum there -- another activity that jiggles my uterus. My Goodness I am such a bitch! My legs and ankles are so swollen that I can feel the skin tightening. Soon this will be over but not soon enuf for me. It do
A place where women can complain in peace about their hateful periods to other people who won't be grossed out by the conversation. By other people I mean women.